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My Deepest Wish


My world is going insane
The choices I make never seem to work
How am I to deal with life
When he won't give me back my days
Thoughts are filling my head
The way he effects me is making me blind
Not being able to see the world around me and it's not right
God, find me in your heart and give me the strength
In order to move on with my life
No one should have this much power
No one should be albe to control me with just a smile
I cannot seem to deal
This is an upside down world
And I am falling with out anyone to catch me
I want to find love, find a heart to share
There is so much to lose, my freedom is too percious
If only my heart would allow it's self to be free
Still I find that I am becoming lost
More and more with each passing day
How can I deal
When there is no one there to love me
No one to be there for me when the pieces don't fit right
I need someone, a friend, a love, anything and anyone
Just to give me the strength let myself love again
Just to be the one to hold my hand
This is too hard for me to deal with alone....

4-19-2005