*I wrote this a 6am I was pissed and I needed to vent. I figured I would post it because
other people have probably felt this way. This one is for all the people who had these thoughts*
I can't believe you didn't believe me
That you wouldn't give the respect that you said I deserve
You fuckin' hypocrite
you damn liar
How dare you make ME feel so bad that I am crying
You told me to tell HIM to piss off that he was a jerk
That
he should respect me and my wishes
But the minute that comes to be tested did you respect me
No, you didn't I asked
for it to be forgotten
I asked to move on from this
But you wouldn't let it go
If this is friendship I would rather
be alone and cold
I hate you for making me cry
I hate myself for feeling this way
I shouldn't there is no reason
why I should care
I hate this .. I hate you and I hate me
I hate him just because he exists
All I wanted was one
thing
Now your gone, I don't know to be happy
I don't know to be sad
I feel indifference
None of this damn thing
rymes
Hell I can't even spell that word
But I feel a lil more calmer
I feel a lil less bad
I hope to move on from
this
Or just piss it all away...