Jocelynn sat looking out the window while Kara drove thru the town. They had gone to dinner at some small restaurant where they had talked about the whole Alex situation. Jocelynn had come to the conclusion that she has been in the wrong about not telling him all the reasons why she had not wanted to get into a serious relationship with him. She had been too scared tell him the truth, that she was fearful of getting in to a serious relationship after the whole fiasco with her ex. Even though they tried to get along for the sake of their child, there was still alot of tension between them. Joe had drank alot and when he would drink he would become aggressive, grabbing at her, yelling at her. And even when he was sober he would do nothing yell at her and keeps her locked up in house rarely ever letting go anywhere.

     She was afraid that if she got into a relationship that she would lose the freedom that she had earned with her divorce. And now that she was signing with J-records she finally had a good reason to petition the courts for full custody for her son so that he would be with her while she toured and everything. But now she regretted walking away from Alex with out telling him why. He had asked her why his love wasn't enough, and it wasn't that. It was the factor that his love was TOO much, that it wouldn't be fair to him if she brought all her baggage to the relationship. He deserved better then that. But it was too late now, she made her decision and now had to live with it.

     "Hey YOU!" Kara said from next to her, "We're there, this is my bud, Taz's, club, called Dysfunct."

     Joce and Kara got out of the car and headed toward the door, where Taz was waiting for them. Jocelynn hugged Taz tightly, "Hey you how have you been? I can't believe that you opened a club."

    Taz laughed, "Yeah well, I can't believe that YOU are signing to a record company. So let's go in." The 3 girls walked into the club. Taz and Kara were childhood friends and when Kara met Joce , Joce and Tas became best friends as well.

     The heavy pulsating beat of the music coursed thru Joce's body, sending her heart into the same pace as the music. The atmosphere was utterly erotic, the whole room was lit in reds, golds, and deep purples, there was a foggy haze added to it made it all that more better.  And tonight she and Kara had decided to dress the part of Rock Stars. Both of the girls were wearing corsets that had straps over their shoulders, Kara's was baby blue and black while Joce's was blood red, silver and black. Kara wore a baby blue skirt with black pleat her hanging from it, Joce was wearing a short red and black skirt that was a lil above her mid thighs. Both had their hair up and rocked out with colored hair spray to match their outfits.

     Joce wore the cross necklace that Nick had given her and a longer cross that hung past her chest. Kara wore a necklace  that hung to her chest that said 'Qweenie'. And to top it off they both wore black sandal strapped 3 inch heels. All in all, the girls looked wicked hot to be out partying on a Sunday Night.

     "So, what do you want to do?" Kara shouted in her ear over the music.

     Jocelynn looked around the room for the bar, "I am thinkin' a shot of tequila to start off." She decided as she pulled Taz and Kara to the bar. "Then we will go from there."

     For the next half hour the girls did 5 shots of tequila, 4 jello shots, and a lemon drop a piece. Ash they set their shot glasses back down on the bar, Joce turned around and leaned up against the bar looking at the crowd, she looked down at her watch, it was about 10:40pm. Her body felt like there was a liquid warmth running through her veins that sent her head into a haze that made her smile as she closed her eyes. She watched as Taz and Kara went off with 2 guys to dance on the floor, when a heavily bassed song came on. It took a moment for her to recognize the song's name and artist, but when she heard: 'Ring the alarm, and I'm throwin' elbows' she knew that it was her favorite party song, Dirrty by Xtina.

     And with out thinking about what she was doing so walked across the room grabbing Kara and Taz from their dancing partners and pulled them on stage right before the 2nd verse started. The girls stood one on each of her sides, she looked from left to right at Kara and Taz to make sure they were all thinking the same thing, which they were. And right as the 2nd chorus started the 3 broke into their dance and were being cheered on by whole club.

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     He stood there, about 20 feet from the stage against the wall, staring at her, not believing his eyes. Out of all the clubs in the greater LA area, he comes to the one where SHE is at also. He watched her walked up to the stage with 2 other girls, taking in her whole look he felt himself going hard. Then she started to dance on the stage to the song, and he nearly cam in his pants. He took particular notice that when she would drop to the ground with her hand on her knees and bounce back up you could see her black laced under ware. He could tell by the look on her face that she wasn't sober, he had watched her from the time she walked in the club.

     It took all of his will power not to jump up on the stage, drag her into the bathroom, throw her up against the wall in one of the stalls and fuck her till his head spun as much as hers was right now. But he wouldn't let himself succumb to the lust that she seemed to control over him with out even knowing he was around her. Then somebody set 3 microphone stands up in front of the girls as they danced and without missing a beat they grabbed them and did a lil dance that could have put half the strip clubs in Vegas to shame. That was it, Alex pushed Sasha away from him and made his way to the stage just as the song ended and the girls hopped off it. He caught Jocelynn in his arms and pulled her threw the crowd before she even realized what was going on.

     His blood was boiling and his head was spinning, even though he did have a drop of alcohol he felt drunk beyond all belief from just watching her do that dance. He pulled her into the men's bathroom, kicked all the stalls to make sure it was still empty then locked the door. He pulled her to him and kissed her deeply to the point that he didn't know where she ended and he began. A gasp was let out between them but he wasn't sure if it was from him or from her. He lifted up her short skirt and ripped off her under ware from each side, placing his hands on her bottom he lifted her up onto the counter and quickly undid his pants.

     "God I need you, god I missed you." grunted against her lips as he pulled her to him.

     "Alexxxx." She hissed as he kissed her throat. "No permita que mí vaya, mi amado."

     Alex lost his mind hearing her speak those simple Spanish words and he pulled her down closer to him and shoved himself deep within her. They both cried out and clung onto each other for dear life. Within moments they found that shattering peak that made their head feel as if they were going to burst and the called out each others names. Alex found the slope of her neck and latched onto it, sinking his teeth down to keep himself from screaming. No sooner were they done was there a knock at the door. and Alex felt himself pulled back into reality. Joce's eyes were closed, she had passed out. Quickly he fixed his pants and her skirt. He lifted her in his arms and carried her to the door, as he unlocked it he saw one of the girls that Joce had been dancing with.

     "She threw up and passed out," He lied quickly.

     The blonde looked from him to Jocelynn, she studied Jocelynn's face and felt her forehead then turned her head and shouted, "TAZ!"

     The 2nd girl came up to them with 2 rather large bouncers, the taller one took Joce from Alex's arms and the group walked away heading for a back room. The blonde stayed behind, "Thanks for taking care of her. If I so much as find out you did more to her then what you said I will personally end your life." She said curtly then she walked off in the same direction.

     Sasha walked up to him, "What the hell was that all about? You fucked her in the bathroom? Go to hell McLean!" She slapped him, "Do me a favor and forget my number. Because you are never gonna get into these pants again." And walked away.

     'What the fuck is it with people slapping me, today?' He asked himself as he rubbed his face.

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     Jocelynn could feel herself being switched from the bouncers arms onto the couch, her head was spinning and she couldn't open her eyes. But she knew it wasn't from the liquor, it was from him. He had pulled her into the bathroom and made love to her right there on the bathroom counter. She knew that is was Alex, she knew the feeling of his body better then anything, she could still feel the tingle on her neck from where he had latched his mouth onto. She brought her hand to the right side of her neck and smiled.

     'God how I hope that wasn't a dream," She thought to herself as she passed back out on the couch.