Alex woke up to the sound of his cell phone alarm going off, he quickly got up and grabbed it before it woke up Joce. He grabbed his pants and hit the off button to silence it, 5:50am it read. He ran his hands over his face to rub away the sleep in his eyes. They had an 8am video call, he still had to get back to Nick's place, shower and change for the shoot. Looking over his shoulder, he watched Jocelynn sleep wrapped up in the heavy bed comforter around her tightly. Smiling he realized she was still wearing the bra and under ware that he never took off her, it was easy for him to get around that situation by just moving them 'out of the way' so to say.

     Quickly he stood up from the bed, slipped into his clothing and left the room while calling on his cell for a cab. He looked at an envelope that was on table and gave the company the address where to pick him up from. 25 minutes later he was being taken away in a cab, as the cab headed down the street and turned, a limo pulled onto the road and parked in front of the house.

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     Jocelynn's head ached at the sound of the pounding door echoed in it, "WHO THE HELL IS IT?" She shouted.

     "Well good morning sunshine." A deep voice drawled, as she heard the door open, Joce grudgingly sat up in the bed with the comforter wrapped around chest, "I thought you would kinda be dragged out this morning so I figured you would need someone to come get you." He said as he sat on the bed next to her.

     As she brushed her hair away from her face she whinnied, "It is way way to early for this shit."

     "It's quarter after 6, Joce." The voice chuckled as she felt a hand brush the side of her face, moving the rest of her fallen hair out of the way. "Come on why don't you hop into the shower, throw on some sweats and I will get some coffee started for you, along with a banana and some aspirin. Does that sound ok?"

     Nodding she gave him a tired half smile, "Thanks," She said as she slide out of the bed with the comforter still around her, grabbed an outfit out of her suitcase and walked into the bathroom. 30 minutes later she emerged from the shower wearing a pair of low rise pale soft green jogging pants with matching zip up jacket, and a white tank underneath. Her hair was still damp in curls was pulled into a scrunched up ponytail at the back of her head.

     "Kev, your still in here?" She asked looking at him as he sat on her bed reading a notebook that had been left on the nightstand opened. "And gimme that!" She told him as she tried to take the notebook from him.

     Lifting the notebook up and away from her, Kevin laughed, mocking her, "Hell naw, lil girl. There is good shit to read in here. Your gonna have to wait till I read all that I want."

     Pouting Jocelynn crossed her hands across her chest, "You come here, wake me up earlier the hell, and read my notebook but I see NO COFFEE that you PROMISED ME!"

     Rolling his eyes, Kevin handed her back the notebook, "Fine, I will get it and find something put it into something so you can take it with us. We have to get going. Took you so long I thought that I would have to get a search party for ya." He grumbled as he walked out of the bedroom.

     Picking up the comforter from the bathroom she went to quickly remake her bed. As she pulled back the sheet to straighten it she nearly had a heart attack. In the sheets laid a man's watch, picking it up she took a good look at it and realized who's it was.

     "Alex.." His name hissed from her lips. He couldn't just give her time to think, give her time to adjust to everything that has happened between them. God forbid that she not jump back into his arms after he lied to her and made her feel like shit when he was even lower with his stunt with his 'girlfriend'. Well Joce had just enough of it, she was sick of being just another hole for him to hid his bone in. Sick of not being give the chance to figure out her own shit with her own life. Fuck him. She was sick of being his whore.

     "Joce?" Kevin asked as she heard him walk back to the bedroom. Quickly she slipped the watch into her pocket, and threw the rest of covers into place. "Hey you ready there Joce?" He asked as he stood in the doorway with a thermos in his hand and a banana and aspirin container in the other.

     "Yes, I am," She said as she put on her sunglasses, grabbed her notebook and met him at the door. "Are you ready?" She countered back.

     Wrapping his arm over her shoulder Kevin gave her a hug, "Here, take 2 aspirins and eat the banana on the way, it will help you feel better." He said handing her the items.

     After popping the pills into her mouth to took a quick swig of the coffee as Kev held the thermos to her mouth. They walked out of the house together after she grabbed her backpack, books and crap, making sure not to wake Kara or Taz. Kevin promised to have the limo come pick them up later so that they could come to the video shoot later. As they headed out to the video location Joce stared out the window, thoughts running through her head. She pulled out a pen, opened her notebook and started writing her thoughts down.

              ~You made the mistake thinkin' you were everything
               Trying to see how many girls you can nab using your fame
               But you made the mistake with trying to mess with me
               All the lies have finally caught up now you will see
               More and more your games started to show
               Only a bastard like you would sink so low ~

     Leaning over her shoulder Kevin looked at what she was writing and knew who it was about. He found out from a drunken Nick last night about Alex and Joce, and he felt bad for the situation. He understood both sides of the story from what Nick had told him but somewhere deep within him he felt the need to protect Jocelynn. Although Alex was his brother, and a best friend, there was something about Jocelynn that just made him feel a certain way that he couldn't put into words. She was honest, sweet, funny, could argue with the best of them and flirt her way out of any situation. She had been there for him the past month listening to him on the phone as he confided in her about his and Kristin's situation.

    Never saying a word of judgment she just listened, offered words of wisdom, a light joke to cheer him up.  Not once did she say anything negative about him or Kris, she just was there, a friend when he needed, no questions asked. And for that he was forever grateful to her. And even though Kevin and Kristin chose to take a time of separation for the next few months to figure things out, Kevin still found solace in talking to Jocelynn every day on the phone. So, since she had been there for him, he would be their for her, in anyway he could.

     Looking back over her shoulder he read some more lines that she jotted down at random around the page. And tried not to laugh at the play on one of the BSB's own songs.

              ~I made the mistake of listening to you run your mouth
                Saying you love me but you don't know what love's about
                I fell for the line that you would never break my heart
                That should have been my warning right from the start
                But now I know about you lie and all the other girls
                Now it's my turn to start messin' with your world~

     The limo pulled up to a huge airplane hanger. Jocelynn got out of the limo first, looking up at the huge building over her sunglasses she raised an eyebrow to Kevin, "Holy shit, this is huge!"

     Kevin nodded in agreement, "Yeah well for the different scenes and everything it works." He told her as he got out and pulled her along side him into the hanger.

     As the walked in they were greatted by the rest of the BSB. Joce looked at Alex from behind her dark shades, she slipped her hand into her pocket and fumbled with his watch. After the good mornings were said the director came up to them told them what they were shooting first and who was in what trailers and wardrobe areas. Jocelynn was directed to the 2nd trailer in the line, between Alex's and Kevin's. Before she went into the her trailer to wait to be called for hair, makeup and wardrobe  she looked around for anyone, seeing the coast was clear she quickly went into Alex's. When she closed the door behind her, she saw him leaning on the couch listening to his ipod.

    She tossed the watch on his chest, making sure it was hard enough to get his attention. He look up at her and took the ear pieces out, "Jocelynn." He said suprised.

     "Don't-" She said holding up her hand, "I am sick of being your whore, every time we are together we fight or fuck. I don't want that. I can't deal with that. And I can not make any decisions about us if we are like that. No more. Save for this video, I want you to leave me the hell alone for a while to fucking think. Because if I go by right now there is and never will be an US because you can't seem to give me the respect of keeping your pants on." She quickly said then turned to leave the trailer.

     "Jocie, it's not like that-" Alex tried to reach out for her but she was out the door before he could. "I just need to be with you. I HAVE to have you..."