Walking into her own trailer, Jocelynn found once again, Kevin reading her notebook, "Keevviinn, come on! Stop snooping' in my notebook." She whinnied as she stretched across him on the couch to take it back.

     Laughing Kevin just said, "Ah what did I tell you before, that I will stop when I have read everything that I want to read. And some of this stuff is really good, I might have to read it twice." As he slid the notebook underneath him.

     "Like that is going to stop me?" She asked him with a raised eyebrow, "You have got to be kidding' me." Then she pushed her knuckles into his waist causing him to turn sideways from the pain, she quickly grabbed the notebook from under him and stood up to get away. But suddenly a  wave of dizziness came over her and she started to fall backward. Kevin stood up in time to catch her from behind, he wrapped his arms around her to hold her up straight.

     "Are you okay Joce?" He asked worried.

     For a moment she didn't answer, just waited for the dizziness to pass, "Yeah, I am fine, I just moved to fast. Still suffering for all my drinking last night. Guess I learned my lesson." She finally said.

     "Are you sure?" Kevin asked.

     "Of course, I am just still a bit hungover and very tired from last night or this morning's party."

     "Come on Jocelynn, why don't we just lay down, okay?" Kevin suggested as he started to walk backward, pulling her along with him till they laid on the couch together, "We both need some sleep." He mumbled as he closed his eyes, while running his fingers along the side of her face.

     Jocelynn, not having much of a choice since Kevin still had a strong grip around her, decided to catch some relaxation till she was needed for her part in the video.

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     China walked out of her and Nick's trailer, the stylist had just called for him so she was going to be alone for a while. Today Nick's sisters asked to watch Brennon before he went back with Trish and Blake later tonight, they would be bringing him, Trish, Kolas, and Blake down here later today so they all could hang out for dinner. As she walked past the food area she looked at the agenda post, looking at her watch she saw that is was a little before 9, Jocelynn wasn't due to be a hair and makeup for another hour. Shrugging she headed over to Jocelynn's trailer figuring to hang out with her best friend, see how she enjoyed her party the night before.

     She could hear some people talking from outside the trailer when she made it to the door. Thinking that it was Alex and Joce, she figured that she would sneak a peak at them. She quietly opened the door to peak in on them, hoping that they were finally working things out. Peaking in she nearly fell forward at what she saw. Jocelynn laying back into Kevin on the couch, Kevin had an arm wrapped around her waist and the other had it's hand running threw her hair. They looked like they were asleep, but she strained to listen to what they were saying.

     "You know Joce, that I am here for you. For whatever you need. You were there for me when Kris and I decided to separate," Kevin spoke softly to her. China's interest perked even more, Kevin and Kristin split up? Nick hadn't told her that, did he even know? Did any of the guys know about Kev and Kris?

     "Yeah I know Kev, and thank you for it. I am just so tired of it all. I do care about AJ I do, it's just that I am scared of him. Scared of the way that he makes me feel, the way that he controls me, is able to - well manipulate me even. It's frightening." She heard Jocelynn say. "I don't want to be with someone that has the ability over me and doesn't know how to use it. Not to mention I am sick of being his whore..." She trailed off.

     "His whore?" Kevin asked in shocked whisper.

     Sighing Jocelynn snuggled back into Kevin, "Ok, do you know about the bathroom incident?"

     "Yeah, Nick is a little loose with the tongue when he has been drinking."

     "Yea well this morning when you came over to pick me up. I thought I had dreamed of being with him. And when you got the coffee and everything, I found his watch in my bed. That is 2 nights in a row that he and I have rooted and both times I can guarantee you that I was not at all sober. Everytime that we have gotten together we bitch then fuck. I have become his little whore." She finished with a soft sob escaping her lips.

     China couldn't believe what she was hearing. Alex had taken advantage of Jocelynn not once but twice within 24 hours. She, at that moment no longer felt any sympathy toward Alex about his and Joce's situation. He had dug that grave himself with his actions toward Joce and about that slut Sasha. Just as she was about to close the door, so that they wouldn't catch her spying, Kevin spoke.

     "Sweetheart, you are not his or anyone's whore. Never ever think that you are." Then China's mouth hit the floor as she say Kevin put his finger under her chin and turned it to look at him. Both of their eyes were still closed, "Jocelynn, don't let his stupidity ruin this everything for you. Remember, I am always here." He promised as he tilted his head to hers and kissed her.

     It lasted about 4 seconds but to China, that was way to long. She shut the door quietly and tried to back up only to bump into someone. Turning around she saw Alex and hoping that he didn't see what she just did, "Hey there, Alex." She half smiled.

     "Hey there China, I was just going to go and talk to Jocelynn for a moment." Alex said trying to walk around her.

     Placing her hand on his shoulder to block him she shook her head, "No! She's asleep. Just let her rest." She quickly told him pulling him away from the trailer with her. "We need to talk anyways." She pulled him into her and Nick's trailer.

     Alex looked at the ground, "I take it you heard about this morning." He mumbled as he dug his heal into the floor.

     Crossing her arms across her chest she nodded, "You could say that. This morning the night before... you really fucked everything up big time. What the hell were you thinking?"

     "I wasn't, okay! I love her, but I cannot control myself around her. I want her more then anything, to posses her, to make her need me as much as I do her. And I know she loves and needs me to, I can feel it. Everything that she feels I feel, and it's the same for her, we are destiny. And the longer we are apart the more determined I will be."

     "AJ are you listening to yourself?! You are obsessed with her! And it's killing any chance of you and her ever being ANYTHING! You have made her feel like a whore! Got that a whore! You bed her whenever it fits your fancy wither or not she is a willing participant. You know, if you have this 'connection' to her then you would know how much you are hurting her. It's tearing her soul and her pride. If Kolas fucking found out he would-"

     "Oh damn Kolas to hell! I am sick of people threatening me with the human shields."

     "Then get this through your head AJ, back off of Joce for a while, let her think, let her breath and let her live. But STOP fuckin' pulling her into bed with you every time you can't keep your pants on! Learn to fucking control yourself, because if she get pregnant or get hurt in ANY way because you force yourself on her one to many fucking times, I will kill you myself." She finished and left the trailer, going off to find Nick.

     Alex stood there for a while, thinking about what China had told him. Jocelynn had even told him that she felt like a whore, and looking back on how he treated her, it was true he had been making her his whore. But he couldn't leave her alone. He needed her, every time he closed his eyes there she was, every time he dreamed she seemed to haunt him. No, he wouldn't give her up, not until she was his. He could feel her exhaustion right now, and decided that it was a good idea for him not to bother her at the moment. They would have plenty of time to talk when they would do there couple scene for the video. He would make her believe.